Do you ever hold back your tears for so long. You just have this thought in your head all day. And then suddenly someone asks you about it. And as you start to tell them you hear your voice crack. You’re eyes start to burn and you get a little watery. You’ve done so well of holding on. But then. The first tear falls down your cheek. And just like that All your emotions come crashing through your chest And you feel so vulnerable. But you just can’t stop it?
I was driving while I crying (which is a horrible horrible thing to do, never do it ever) And I got a call. I didn’t answer, but I looked to see who it was. And when I looked up my vision was really blurry but I heard honking. I tried to focus on the road, and after a few moment I saw I was half way on the other side of the road, a few moments from hitting head on a huge truck, that would have killed me. I was going 40 in a 25. I pulled over and stopped crying. You’d think I’d cry more. But I didn’t. I sat there debating on whether I could start driving again. It took me ten minutes to get myself to do it.